Sleep Thinking

I don't dream, at least not often and when I do it's usually not good. This week has brought some weird sleep for me. I'm not dreaming, at least I don't think it is dreams. It's more like I'm thinking the whole time I'm asleep. It is beyond annoying. Everytime I wake up, and that has been a lot, I have something on my mind and I know that I have been "thinking" about it while I'm sleeping. I am worried about a few things but it's not really anymore than I always have to worry about. I am getting extremely tired, extremely. It is like my mind is never resting and I suppose it probably isn't. I've never experienced this before, it has me wondering if I'm normal (nevermind that, I already know the answer to that HaHa). I'm really hoping it's all about one certain thing that I'm worrying about and that it will all be over soon. Mattman, our youngest, hasn't felt good for awhile and is going to the doctor today. It's nothing specific, he just feels bad in general. Not eating well, not sleeping well, he is really pale and he stays so tired. If he sits down for long, he is asleep. It's not something that would normally have me over worried but he's been like this before. When he was about 3 he got like this and we took him to the doctor. They told us that his levels could only mean one thing - that he had leukemia. When we took him back in a week to do the follow up tests, to try to determine exactly what type he had, everything was clear. That was a hard couple of weeks though that included everyone that we knew praying. I just can't imagine having to go through that again or having to deal with something really being bad wrong with him. I know that we could, I just don't want to have to. Who does! I'm hoping it's something simple and that after we figure it out my sleep can go back to normal. I don't like thinking in my sleep!!

Sleep- - -Please!?!

I have mentioned the "Destruction Crew" and I knew that they would cause destruction but I had no idea how much havoc they would bring to my life. It was a given that there would be a mess, mud and dust everywhere. That is the least of my problems though. They keep the road blocked half the time, I can never come and go when I want to. I don't go anywhere I don't have to because I'm afraid I won't get back home. They are always around so I haven't been going outside much. The worst thing of all though is that I am not getting any sleep. The drills are running constantly and the noise is not that bad during the day but at night when it is quiet that is all I hear. Then add in the trucks coming and going constantly and there is just no resting. I swear every time I get to sleep they do something that wakes me up. I am going insane here. I need some good sleep. I am tempted while the kids are off for the weekend to take some Tylenol PM and put in some ear plugs and just tell them all before they go to bed that if they need me they will have to come in and shake me to get me up. I need a full nights rest!!!!